The MRI showed a herniated disc in my neck.  I was told to stop sports/weights/running for 6 weeks as I undergo physical therapy.  I started the therapy 3 days ago.  
You know what sucks?  I went to the gym just now.  Yeah, yeah...I'm not supposed to, but I am so f'ing pissed off I can't stand it.  I'm constantly in pain...I'm more and more tired every day from inactivity...
I laid on the bench press tonight to warm up with the bar (45 lbs) and I couldn't get my right arm to push upward.  My muscles aren't getting the signals from my brain because the nerves are pinched. It took all I had to put the bar back on the rack. I went from 200 lbs on the bench press five weeks ago to less than 45 lbs today.
Five weeks ago I was in the best shape of my life.  Since then, I've lost 8 lbs, my muscles have atrophied, and I've got a gut, now.  This will look just great for a calendar.  I don't even want to go to the photo shoot, now.
Cancer?  Hell, that was nothing.
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You'll make another strong comeback, Shawn. This will be behind you soon! Hang in there.
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